GOD:Are you Treating HIM Right?

Well first of all I know this is a very touchy topic. People are quite sensitive about this stuff. Well I am not imposing these thoughts on anyone just these are my own. Ever since the dawn of civilizations, humans did recognize  or create GOD. I still haven’t got enough evidence of the existence but am not against it yet. Agnostic is the word.

Well so since the ancient times, so what have human done for the so called God of theirs.  Sacrificing their own country people for their personal gains, sacrificing millions of animals again for personal gains, praying for gains…the list is endless. God has been used to put a blame upon rather than oneself. God has been used as an excuse for not being able. People even go upto the extent of cursing their Holy Creator at the disappointing moments.

People sometimes have used other people just in the name of God. God has been used to create divide among people of different faiths. Holy book’s phrases have been twisted in such an obnoxious way that people can blindly fall into the trap of thinking they are doing a noble cause even when they are going against the ideals of their own religion.

I seriously believe people who do believe in this omnipresent, omniscient and their creator should know what path are they leading. Morals are being taught the wrong way mostly going about by inducing fear in the minds of the people that they ll get punished their mighty One if they sway from path of the One. People tend to forget that fear also induces a feeling of rebellion,so then what?

Mankind as it is has way long gone into its egoistic path. Its sinking to a new low every year since and what its been doing is that blaming all to their Mighty Creator for not helping them out. I guess havent we done enough injustice to the Mighty Creator than He to us(if you still think that he ‘s to blame).

Where do I fit?

There are good times and there are times. But at all times I do guess one knows where he/she lies in the society. The world isnt that big a complication that one doesnt know his/her place in society. Obviously one can bring out some changes with certain inputs and sometimes changes happen themselves.

Well I ll be frank and have certainly judged my place till this moment. I clearly know that I am able to make friends easy without much of a problem. Most of this is due to not looking for a certain prototype personality in a friend and also being tangible and passive. And kinda “cool about everything” types. So in a way I am able to fit myself in any type of group , with anyone as a matter of fact. But the thing that upsets me in this is that I am not able to make very close friends in a way of speaking or even if they get close it doesnt sustain for a long time. Its like a curse that you have so many friends yet nobody stays long enough.

Its like “I am that piece of the puzzle that has no extrusions so it can be placed anywhere but isnt able to  get attatched to any of the surrounding pieces”.  You really feel like a loner in these cases when you get helpless. Its so frustrating that you make over a 50 friends each year and all of them are kind of gone in a couple of years of passing. I know you cant have all true friends but atleast some should be there. I dont yet know whether the fault is in me that I keep losing my friends or there is something wrong with this world that if ever there s a distance that will break the friendships.

I see my dad s friends from way back from his college and school days and I really see what a real friendship is like. Has the world changed so much since then? I really fail to know whether I let them slip my friends so easily or am I not the personality around which they would stick around for a long time. Well I know I am trying hard. Someday hopefully I ll vanquish this curse of mine.